When I woke
this morning, things were fine,
Things were
all settled in my mind.
I was having
a wonderful day,
Things all
seemed to be going my way.
Then
suddenly, they were here again,
Flashbacks
and memories, bringing back the pain.
Never a
warning, it's like a slap in the face.
Leaving me
feeling like a total mental case.
I screamed,
"go away, leave me alone."
I want these
memories dead and gone.
I wish they'd
go back from whence they came,
Knowing
still, they'll be back again.
© 2002
Janice Jarnagin





